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bullied: i like online shopping and putting everything i want in a cart then checking my subtotal...

Sat, 18 May 2013 02:50:47 -0400

i like online shopping and putting everything i want in a cart then checking my subtotal and laughing and closing the tab

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Sat, 18 May 2013 02:32:09 -0400

I be like…

Sat, 18 May 2013 02:31:16 -0400

I be like…

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Sat, 18 May 2013 00:46:32 -0400

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Fri, 17 May 2013 23:19:37 -0400

I'm not being dramatic.

Fri, 17 May 2013 23:16:59 -0400

breathingweakly:

I’m being realistic to myself, I’m sorry I’m annoying (as if I didn’t already know that). Lately I’ve been too weak to even fake a smile. I really just want to die, and once again nobody notices’. Nobody cares.

You don't know pain until you're staring at yourself in the mirror with tears streaming down your face and you're begging yourself to just hold on and be strong. That is pain.

Fri, 17 May 2013 23:16:41 -0400

khmerography: The #206 #Seattle. (at...

Fri, 17 May 2013 23:15:15 -0400

khmerography:

The #206 #Seattle. (at http://fb.com/phatryderekpan)

I can’t find the strength to do anything anymore, not even make up .. I’ve been working...

Fri, 17 May 2013 23:04:10 -0400

I can’t find the strength to do anything anymore, not even make up ..

I’ve been working on my new beauty blog, and these last few weeks, my depression has been getting in the way.

I found a support group, but I just can’t seem to go. I desperitly want to get better, but my fear of crying in front of strangers is haunting.

I don’t know what to do, 2 years with coping and this is my second down fall. I need help… I need a friend who’s going through severe depression as well… I need guidance.

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Thu, 16 May 2013 04:19:00 -0400

twiiceshyy: That dress looks and is gorgeous

Tue, 14 May 2013 19:03:49 -0400

twiiceshyy:

That dress looks and is gorgeous

Hoechlin Homo: legendofserket: shaleimp: drake hit on nicki minaj and claimed he fell...

Mon, 13 May 2013 01:12:46 -0400

Hoechlin Homo: legendofserket: shaleimp: drake hit on nicki minaj and claimed he fell...:

legendofserket:

shaleimp:

drake hit on nicki minaj and claimed he fell in love with her when they first met and invited her to get food with him and later on in the day he showed up at her door with food she took it and slammed the door in his face

nicki minaj called out steven tyler for making a racist comment and wouldn’t let it go until he publicly apologized to her

nicki minaj makes sure that when her younger relatives listen to her music that they listen to the clean version

when eminem used a homophobic slur in her song she was incredibly uncomfortable about it and spoke to several people in her music team about what she should do about it

she literally tried to give her fans instructions on how to make brownies on twitter

I REALLY LOVE NICKI MINAJ

can i also just

she called out perez hilton, who put on his blog “that she told rihanna to sit her ass down” and she responded with “I AM SICK OF THE SHIT YOU PUT UP! DO YOU REALLY BELIEVE THE SHIT YOU POST?”

when nicki minaj performed her first show the stage wasnt lightning properly and after the show she yelled at her team and the first thing that came out was “MY FANS STAYED OUT FROM 7 PM TO 1 AM TO SEE ME, THEY DONT DESERVE THIS”

one time after a show the crowd was so loud after a performance she went back out and performed in her robe

she put bacon in the microwave

even though lil wayne told her not to she bought him a brand new motorcycle with his name engraved on it

after the american idol q&a she stayed afterwards to talk to her fans and even pushed her security guard out of the way so she can get closer

when asked if she could donate to a can food drive she said no she couldnt because she didnt have any cans, but she felt so bad she donated $15,000

this face:

I wanna know what people assume about me because of my tumblr.

Fri, 10 May 2013 08:31:43 -0400

patric5678:

Put an assumption in my ask. I’ll confirm or dispute it. I’m not gonna be mean or anything, I’m just very interested.

Yes

"Do you think ill get better?"

Fri, 10 May 2013 08:24:05 -0400

I asked him that today in the car, on ournway home. While thinking of tomorrows support group that im going to… possibly alone.

The whole time, the only I could think of was “am I going to get better?” Over and over again. At the same time, hesitant to see what he thought.

Ill sit next to him, staring off into space and just think to myself. Or more like feeling bad for my self. I do that a lot.

Also, thinking about… what if I bought a gun, theres nothing holding me back, I mean if they run a background check.

But what if I got a gun. And just one day got into a fight with him one day, threaten to kill him. But really kill myself.

Or passing the bridge by our house several counts within the day. Staring at the rocks at the bottom. And jump. Let the wayer carry my body. No one will even know. Well maybe hours after. He would report me missing. And someone is bound to find my body.

Ugh. Im just done. But I cant. For him. I wont. Even though I want to. So fucking bad. That I swore to myself. If we ever break up. Id kill myself. Easy as that.

sandrawbossin: stadography: jennicaaaaa: waylie: MUST WATCH,...

Thu, 09 May 2013 03:50:10 -0400

sandrawbossin:

stadography:

jennicaaaaa:

waylie:

MUST WATCH, TRUST ME.

REBLOG FOR EVERYONE TO SEE!

High school student gives teacher a lesson.

Jeff is the students name in case any were wondering.

He deserves a round of applause.

Teacher’s Info:

Julie Phung
World History/Asian American Studies
Grades 10-12: Rm B118
972-708-6510
jphung@duncanvilleisd.org

JEFF IS THAT DUDE, OMG BE MY FRIEND.

Amen !! More people need to be like Jeff. I emailed that teacher too telling her about herself ! A stand needs to be taken. She looks like she doesn’t even care.

most perfect thing i’ve seen amen

I've been going through a lot

Wed, 08 May 2013 23:52:01 -0400

I’d agree 100% that I’m the second meaning to Murphys Law everything that could go wrong, will. &this last 2 weeks or so, it has…

First, I through out my back while washing my hair, which is crazy to me, but I was told you can harm yourself in many ways and it looks like that is one of them. I went to Urgent Care this afternoon and after the doctor examined me, he said that I have sprained some major muscle (I forgot what the muscle is called) going from the spine to the neck. &let me add that I’m still in pain!

so Doctor Charles prescribed me a muscle relaxer, I took one before my dinner and it’s working about 60% I’m still in pain. but eh.

He mentioned that if I can’t work through the pain then I shouldn’t work. and I was able to go home just an hour after I clocked in today.

Secondly, it’s been almost 2 years that I’ve been dealing with my depression, and these last two weeks have been rough. I feel so lost without anyone, I still feel so alone and I can’t seem to figure out how to cope. I cry every single day (still), as much as i want to move forward, I can’t get myself to physically talk about it.

anyways, I’m going to a support group on friday… alone. I’m scared… so scared I want to cry all over again.

"Ask me a question"

Sun, 05 May 2013 23:53:02 -0400

“Ask me a question”

- ask.fm/shawnabub

If I made a serious beauty blog...

Sun, 05 May 2013 23:52:05 -0400

would you follow me?